Fucking annoying. People who have nothing to do with this shit should just keep their mouths shut. Kite's my bro, he's a bit violent but we all know that right? Just like we know Marui's messed up and this one certain Camp manager/headmaster dude is a pervert. Shit happens, get over it. I'm not saying turn blind eye to crime, but no one's innocent here. Duh.

And now things are a mess. C'MON! What wrong with everyone?! Take it easy will you? I'm not exactly a hippie, but damn I get annoyed when everyone's high strung. IT'S DEPRESSING!!!

So, please!

I'm thinking of going home soon. I mean, visiting. But maybe I'll stay if I don't wanna come back. School is such a pain is the ass. If you guys wanna come with me it's just fine. I dunno when I'm going though. As soon after Halloween as possible. Would've gone already, but the Halloween party is kinda alluring. Don't wanna miss it.

It's getting dark sooner too. I don't like it. Sunshine is the best after all.

I don't feel disgusting anymore. I mean, the sweating and stuff and the hot and cold waves and insomnia... It's more like I'm in constant hypersomnia and I don't think I should be waking up at all. I feel tired tired tired tired tired. But I did manage to watch the whole Gundam Seed yesterday. Anime always kinda helps me lift my spirits. Dunno, I shouldn't feel like this. I don't wanna feel like this. But it'll go away, as soon as I get better.

so do I fly past the magnificent sun
with wings painted
and in your hands you hold the brush
and in your heart are the colours I lack

Sentimental crap. If I lay down forever, will the bed eventually crash under my heavy body or will I eventually slide through the fabric like drops of sweat and drain into the wooden floor down below? If I think about a person hard enough to see them in my eyes without closing them, will they be able to see me when they turn around, even if I'm not really there? Ah, but they'd have to care to see first. But doesn't seeing them mean that in some way I am there? Like an unnoticed fluttering butterfly in a wall. Losing meaning when caught in a cobweb. Struggling struggling... I wonder if there's someone out there, thinking about me? I wanna see them. I wanna know who it is. I wanna care.

I decided the subject for my summer essay. I'll write about what it feels like to be buried alive. I might even make it into a poem. Think I could get extra points for that, Yamato-sensei?

I've been thinking about it since I read this psychedelic manga. What it might feel like. Not saying it would be fun to find out, but at least it would be interesting. I just gotta do it with someone who Won't forget to dig me up before I die of asphyxiation or hunger.

Marui, I ran into that dude again. I've got something for you too. Call it a pay-back or something.

Since I last updated this thing! I've been kinda bummed since the camping trip ^_^' But yeah, for those who don't recognize the nick, I'm Saeki Koujiro : P Welcome to the camp/school and please become easy targets ♥

Baseball! I didn't think I'd learn how to play this fast, but it's kinda easy! ^_^ I like it, though if you ask me I prefer kendo. Then again, someone pointed out the bat is kinda like a shinai so I'm having fun thinking how I'd use the bat in other things ^_~ And then that person called me a psycho. Where's the justice!

I'm watching Gundam 00 again. That's how much I value my life >.> It would be nice if someone saved me.

Future...

I'll probably be a murderer. I can't stand other people touching what's mine.

JUST KIDDING

I hope no one believed me just now? ^_^'

Damn this is hard. I'd like to do something with meaning, and I want to be noticed, but I don't want to die because someone else is stupid... Soo... I want to be Romeo. It only requires marrying the one you love impulsively day after you meet them in a hot damn party, killing their brother, some poison and a dagger. With a big heart like mine this shouldn't be too hard. Dying alone would be lonely, though, so that's why Romeo. Juliet would love me enough to die with me. Then again, this would make Fuji Mercutio and I don't want Fuji to die. :( I dunno. I wanna be a street bum. Yeah. A good looking one.

Or a life-saver on a beach. I can swim, dive and lack the whole rainbow of fear and panic, so that would be the thing for me. :/ Can I still think about this a couple of years please?

( Private )

I can do a lot, but I can't bake. I leave it to you guys! I can be like an errand boy?

Lovely, there was a gift on my doorstep this morning ♥ I'm so exited! And would you believe? It's been such a nice weather outside lately that I've completely forgotten to write here! Iii'm suuuch a looooser~ Haha xD

Also, I'd like to announce to the world I'm into reggae and am in a need of a beach party. We could go and have sex ED on a beach! What do you think, Sensei? ^_~ I think I'm a genious~


(ooc: Soo, uh, Sae gives Atobe a... boring sex-package. With all the necessary things inside, nothing unnecessary. He's not exactly rich. But it's all some nice flavour. Even he can't go buy flavourless stuff. That would be too boring.)

SWIMMING LESSONS! Oh c'MON! I'm half-FISH, I don't NEED lessons~ ♥♥♥

But yay~ School time swimming~ I'm humming happily over this~ It was sooooo fun ^_^ I guess I should start listening in class, because I had no idea beforehand ^_______^ Happy surprise~

HEY, SENSEI-TACHI! Can we go surfing too, soon?

I'm boring, so just please answer these, will you? I'm not in the mood of circling around and asking everyone.

1. Are you currently in a relationship?
2. What are the things you absolutely don't want me to bring up in class?
3. Can you give me some advice about giving someone a "blowjob to remember"? ♥ Any advice at all would be very appreciated. I'm going to be a wife soon ^_^ (This question was born in a very tired slow head. I have been smacked over the head by Fuji already.)


part 2: Class 2 was GREAT! I liked everything about everyone. I thinks.

Something's WRONG! I can feel it in my bones! Should I take a plane somewhere?! And if, then WHICH DIRECTION?! This is why I was never meant to be a captain in any team. I can't make DECISIONS!

Also, a part of me wants to stay right here. I know people are going to say it's the lazy part but I still feel like I need to be right here, taking care of the one fallen angel I love more than anything else in the world. And I was promised a date too, though that'll have to wait for a few days. As long as he isn't going out, I'll stay with him.

If I could I'd stay with him forever.

The spring brake started yesterday! It still feels so unreal, we didn't have exams or anything. It's all good though ♥ Don't feel necessary to make up sudden exams to those who're still lagging behind.

Ken-chan, Diva-chan, Sushi-chan, are you guys going home? I'm still debating should I.

I thought about making this public, but it suddenly seems I'm not really that open about these things after all. It's not like it's any of anyone's business.

( The meme ♥ )


(ooc: He looks like he's got around, but really, most of this is completely innocent.)

It looks like everyone's blooming! ....hair ♥ Now you could all start singing that song from HAIR. You know, Hair?

I love hair! But I really do hope that I don't need to run into cousin ITs all day, so people, trim your hair a little ♥ It'll be much prettier that way ^_^ And I'm not even gonna say WHO it was who I ran into. Their hair was too long! ^____^

DIVE-CHAN! Isn't this wonderful? I hope you caught it too, because you wanted longer hair, didn't you? And now you don't have to cut it ^_^

Aaww, I wish I knew what everyone took. It looks so much fun.

(ooc: You see, from that very unfortunate happening about a month ago, Sae hasn't eaten anything but apples. ;_; How come everyone else gets the fun stuff?)

Also, I'm curious about the rooming assignments. It might be fun to get to room with someone great! Like Fuji or Yuuta or Waki-chan or Shishi-chan or Ken-chan or Diva-chan or.... Waah! I'd be happy to room with anyone, really ^_^ I'm just sad I can't room with Kinpon anymore. : (

We won ^_^

The epic fight of the century.

Diva-chan, your hair is still fine. I love it. ♥

I'm still being avoided. I had to stop myself from growling at him. He could just ask me if I'm the kind of loose person who'll jump into bed with anyone the moment I get a little upset. He's being so unfair!